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Brittany's Ireland |
Last UpDated: 2007.june.01.friday |
I was walking along your path,
Lord,
and I came to a beautiful grass green hill.
I climbed a top
and sang
because I'm happy,
because I'm free.
I walked down
and I felt the presence of my grandmother
and of June carter.
They were walking with me
down this hill,
to the beautiful weeds
growing sideways
and upward to the heavens.
They helped me
to pick the most beautiful of them all,
and showed me
how not to disturb.
I brought these treasures
back to my car.
The ground was soft,
and the ground was wet,
so I opted for boots
instead of tennies.
With my new feet,
I walked more confidently.
Confident in my comfort.
I went past the hill
and over to the crick.
Looking down the stream
the gold and the beautiful earth hues were flying all about.
Waving in the wind and beckoning me to explore them.
Asking for me to dance with them.
Listening for my voice.
I listened to the words of my elders
and hummed along
as I picked the most beautiful creations.
They were dry,
and soft
like cotton.
I gathered many different seeds
and arranged them so beautifully.
I crossed the crick and spun about,
dancing and singing your words,
Lord.
I look to see the source of the crackle
and 5 deer pass before me.
I feel them,
Lord,
and I feel you in me,
I see your face in theirs.
And they stop
to turn around
fearing my intentions
and I soothe them
with your voice.
I sing to them
and let them know
your eye is on the sparrow.
And titles be titles
but we both knew,
that meant your eyes
were upon us too.
And you must have been loving our purest of connection,
for they felt the comfort to stay.
And they watched me intently
as your words filled the air
and I felt that I sang them quite sweetly.
It seemed as though the one was still very nervous
and watching me,
ready to run.
And the others quite friendly,
and young
I think too,
they watched
and they played
and had fun.
But the one was very in tune with me
and did not remove his eyes from mine.
I looked deep within them
and he too saw me
and I love them so much
and I thank thee.
For giving me this beautiful time
with these beautiful creatures
so lovely.
So gentle and pure and so beautiful they are,
that fluffy white tail in my memory.
The one so intent on me,
he liked your song Lord.
He stomped his foot and raised his chin to me,
he seemed then to invite me.
But I knew he was alone,
and declined in fear,
and continued to sing to him lightly.
They soon ran away,
for adventure was near
and I continued on up the stream.
Dodging your prickers,
your warnings,
my attention,
and I came to an abandoned camp.
From a distance
it looked sweet
like a home well lived in,
but as I neared
I saw it was dead.
For the seats of the chairs held water for weeks,
and the cooler was bare,
and the tent was a wreck.
I passed along through
and I came to a field,
a field I would have loved to play in.
But too tall were the weeds
and I wished not to stomp them,
so I turned
and headed back
through the wood.
For as far as I could,
I traveled in the trees,
but the branches down and around
they grew thicker,
so I escaped
to the sun
and the other side of the river.
I continued on down
and found trails
of my friends,
these trails I trusted
and followed.
To the place
of their quiet listening
I soon myself found,
and a small little lake
in the clearing.
So I kept on kept on
and under your shade,
I felt the glory of my ancestors.
I wished to live like them
among my own
and travel through the land
with my sisters.
I was aware of my surroundings;
so as not to be caught
off guard,
and not too long
before I reached my sweet hill again.
By the time that I did,
it was all I could do
to keep myself from running.
Up the hill
I climbed so proudly,
nestled in your bounty
and to the top of that mound
I did sing.
I saw a couple
and their dog
and another
and their daughter
and I prayed
that they too felt your glory.
And escaped then did I
to another exploration ground,
passing ducks
and a man with a story.
I see another deer,
and it reminds me
of my friend,
and I smile,
remembering our sweetness.
He was running
from the man
that was calling his name
and he crossed the path
in front of me
and into the wood.
I was singing again
and he knew that voice
and he paused
and hesitated
to listen.
And soon
he was facing me
with that same intent look,
so I told him of you,
and not to be frightened.
He came closer
quite a bit,
though I made no move,
I just sang
and watched out
for the man.
And as I sang
of your love
and our brotherhood
and not to fear,
he gestured to me
that he understood.
And after a bit
he must go,
but he gave me his blessing
before re-entering into the wood.
He moved slowly,
for the singing did not cease,
and I felt a bit of pain.
I knew he would be missed.
But I let him go,
our time will be again
and I entered the wood,
myself ready to dance.
I listened to my family play
and asked you for your warmth Lord.
I removed the cloth
that covered my shoulders
and continued on your path.
I hung my cloth upon your branches;
you held them while you watched me.
And I thanked you
for this beautiful afternoon
and began by dancing lightly.
Before I knew,
it was you dancing too
and we frolicked
and spun
and clapped.
And I let down my glory for you lord
and also for the warmth around my neck.
We danced for my family
that plays your sweet songs.
We danced for Ireland,
green and true.
We danced for my ancestors
and all those above me,
watching over,
seated next to you.
We left my belongings
to dance in the wood
and I cared not
if they I would return to.
For your warmth in my blood
and the memories of love,
they flowed so strongly through.
I knew at this time
I need nothing more
and I left all these things
there behind me,
and we ran
and we skipped
and we doe-si-doed
and I thought of my family so lovely.
I escaped to the woods
with all of my sisters
and we spun in the midst of the trees,
and soon come the men
to make us some music
and we dance for them
and dance for thee.
I gather the children
and lead them down pathways
that once our people did camp
and we frolicked
and loved
and lived in your way lord
oh the places they will go
and will see.
The things they will share
for the treasures you bare
and their eyes to see your glory.
They will take this with them;
things that cannot be broken,
and carry our names,
carry our story.
And we put on a show
for all there that grows
and we thanked them
for being there for us,
and we laughed
and greeted one another
in our dance
and all sung along to the chorus.
It was time now
to go back to Ireland
and with open arms
I met them.
The people of my family,
the land of my birth,
that feeling I cannot name
had set in.
And it was not I driving the vehicle anymore
and I contributed to their sounds.
My feet stomping the earth
and the humming I heard
as I traveled oer your grounds.
My hair was cold,
and softer than snow
and it comforted me,
and all around me.
And the trees were thrilled
at my dancing and swirls
and I could feel them over me
smiling.
And into the dark I skipped
oh so quickly
and there it was
I was found.
And we danced together,
my family,
to the beat of our hearts and drums.
And it twisted
and curled
and trembled
and swirled
and it hit us
and kept us all moving.
I had nothing to fear,
for you were so near,
you never did leave my side.
And I made my way slowly
to the songs of my men
and I traveled over that countryside.
I wore not my spectacles,
and needed them not to see,
I had you,
and my heart showed the landscapes.
And if my skin felt a chill,
I asked you for warmth,
your love I cannot escape.
Asking my loved ones
to blow down for me their warmth
I had no gloves
I left them,
too,
on your arm.
I was blessed with warmth
only from heaven above
and I faded into another song.
They took me up and down,
and all around,
and calm was the theme of this one.
And I meditated,
and felt no pain
felt real,
and secret
and hidden.
Then I gathered my things
and asked you this question
can I please to share you with others?
For I felt selfish here
and I wished to be near the strength
and the faith of others.
To show them this beauty,
this freedom,
this warmth.
Not to keep it for only me.
For it was meant to be shared,
and treasured together as one,
like it ought to be.
So I made my way back
and the music had ended,
so I began to sing my own song.
And I sang straight to you, Lord,
sang it so true,
for the stars,
for the night sky,
the log.
And I came to the lot,
which held my way out
my way back into the real world.
And I asked for your guidance
in my quest
for this sharing
and taking care of all of your children.
And I made you a promise
that none but you heard
and this promise is why I am living.
And I will wait here
Lord
for your light
soon to guide me,
and I wait
and I wait
and I wait.
For the place that we will build
for these people
these souls,
none other than heaven could be so great.